Hmm.. what am i suppose to write? i really don't know... i'm having a hard time. maybe it's because i really haven't made up my mind on anything yet..so many things are circling my mind and yet i could not seem to think of anything.
when i was double 1 or eleven i have perfectly made up my mind as to what i want to do with my life..i have planned for everything. i a so sure of what i want to be when i grow up, but now i'm really not sure. i dreamed of becoming a teacher eversince i could remember. i have seen myself as one in all my dreams.
sadly, things never go as planned. i did not finish on time, i did not do what has to be done. and so i find myself thinking of other careers as well..i realized that as i grow older, a lot of other dreams add up to my used to be simple ones..i seem to like working behind the camera, i like doing production work and also consider studying to become one..i also want to become a pediatrician because i really love kids but i think i could not do it..i'm afraid of blood and it pains me to see a child crying..i also want to do advertising job and work in a corporate world..i also think of working as a call center agent, not just for the big dough, but also for the experience..in line with all of these, i still want to be a teacher and teach kids.. it's just that i don't know where to start, i feel like i am not yet equipped to be a good one.
now, bum as i am, i don't know what to do.. which path to pursue and which to forget..i just pray that i wouldn't reach double 3 like this.. i hope by that time i had already made up my mind and i wouldn't have to write something like this again..
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